I’ve moved from managing relatively small projects with lots of supervision, to managing an enormous project by myself, and now I am out of my depth and struggling.
I confess there was a little bit of hubris on my part when I asked my manager for more challenging projects and more responsibility.
Well, be careful what you wish for. My manager gave me a project that was already struggling before the then-Project Manager went off on long-term sick leave. I was dropped-in about three months ago and I have been playing catch-up ever since. My wish for autonomy has turned into isolation, and I feel like I am the Lone Ranger, responsible for the most difficult project I’ve ever worked on.
The project includes three suppliers, which means three sets of requirements, three sets of specifications and integrations, three sets of endless queries, disputes and supplier meetings. The printed documents would cover a large table in piles 20cm deep. And all of that is before I get to the huge number of internal stakeholders and their queries. I spend so long trying to keep on top of the volume of communications and changes that I have no time to plan forward on the project, except in the most simplistic way.
Reading my own words, I can tell this is heading for a crash. I am going to miss something important, some enormous surprise cost or delay will result, and it will all be blamed on me.
Savi, what do I do to avoid a disaster, especially one I asked to be assigned to?
The Lone Ranger on my project